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death in April 2009 was designed to give me accurate information about what
happens when someone close to you dies. I can see that now it was
all part of God`s plan all along. That is one of the reasons she
developed cervical cancer. Suspicions were raised in July 2000 and she
was finally diagnosed on 6th September, the third anniversary of Diana's
funeral. Once again that was a destiny thread which in itself gave
Jenny a pointer to the right way forward. See her book
A Cancer Journey - Jenny's Odyssey of Faith. That illness taught
her so much and in a
way it freed her from the authority which have been exercised for so
long by others in her life, authorities like the medical establishment
and her parents.
I was chatting to Michael Cocks, the Anglican priest from Christchurch,
who is interested in spiritualism and meaningful coincidence, which he
insists on referring to via the Jungian term, synchronicity. He is
also interested in psychology and quantum physics even
but strangely not in God, certainly not in any form I could recognise,
the very real God who emerges from our 30 year study of paraphysics.
God is totally external to mankind. He cannot accept that. The oneness ideas, the
god-in-each-of-us may be attractive to him and many others, but it lacks any practical
evidence. All my research points to a totally separate independent
external Source. The topic of spiritualism in which he
was once interested twenty years ago and which was the basis of his book
Experience seems to have vanished from his current interests and
theories, which seemed to focus more on precognitive dreams, an interest
he now appears to share with Carolyn Watt at the KPU in Edinburgh.
Mind Michael has been working in the field for a lot longer than has she.
She is just better connected to money people, hence her three year
told Michael that research into spiritualism has always been important to me and
still is. Jenny`s
death was a vital element in that. Suddenly, a brilliant analogy
came to me. It had to be the analogy of a chemist, who else? ...
a physicist, of course. Was it the spirit of Lord Rutherford
linking into my mind just as he had once linked into the mind of my
friend and medium Paul Edgehill on the first occasion that Paul and I
met in a spiritualist church in Manurewa on 22nd August 2010? That was
just 13 days before the first Christchurch earthquake.
after that first devastating earthquake Michael Cocks was caused to see a strange car,
or rather an ordinary car with a strange number plate, in Ruskin St,
Christchurch, a few streets
from his home in Christchurch. That number plate connected him to
me. the place where he saw the car linked both of us to Oxford.
But he failed to spot that connection until I pointed it out to him.
The number plate was COCKSE.
But it would probably be pronounced the way my name is pronounced rather
than his. When I traced the origins of that car, I found that its
home was a very long way from Christchurch, some 500 km away near the
Marlborough Sounds, in a small place not far from Nelson.
Thanks to ignorant people who produce silly advertisements for lager,
some New Zealanders are under the impression that 'New Zealand invented
nuclear power', that is Lord Rutherford did. He did not.
Others imagine that he split the atom. He did not do that either.
He studied the radioactive decay of radium and from his studies he was
able to deduce structure of the atom. But he did none of his work
in New Zealand. He did it in Canada, Manchester and
New Zealanders only ever talk of Lord Rutherford, I learned his full
title as a young trainspotter. At the time c1960, I just thought he was
another admiral in the British Navy. After all his name in the
Jubilees come smack in the middle of a list of admirals. Before
Lord Rutherford of Nelson comes 45664 Nelson and after him comes
45666 Cornwallis. Neither Jubilee carried the title Lord on the
nameplate, although both men were indeed ennobled. 45666
Cornwallis is singularly significant but that is too much of a
digression for now. It was not long after Paul's message to me,
that I suddenly remembered a trainspotting experience at
Manchester Victoria, one which left an impression on me because it was
so unusual. I was over beside platform 17 one summer
Saturday afternoon, probably in 1961, just across from Boddington's
Brewery where my father worked. You
could not get onto the platforms. Trainspotters were banned.
A Jubilee came in to
14, I think, with what must have been a Saturday extra for
Glasgow. It was an engine I had never seen before and would
never see again.
It was obviously a Scottish engine because of its
large St Rollox numbers -
But what was particularly noticeable was its double row nameplate,
LORD RUTHERFORD OF
Trying to recreate an image of it on a computer makes you realise how
good the men were who made it in brass in the first place. And the
Boddingtons can below is long after Dad's time. But there is a strange
coincidence even there - See Fathers Day
below. ) Was I meant to remember that over all these years until Lord
Rutherford of Nelson became significant for me personally via a
Paul Edghill in August 2010. Paul was a painter and decorator who
knew nothing whatsoever about atomic structure , but gave me a message
someone who most definitely did? Lord Rutherford was a
physicist who got the Nobel prize for chemistry in 1908. Like me
he bridged the disciplines. My research was in physical chemistry
or you could call it chemical physics. I was measuring the
energies which bound electrons to atoms.
But Lord Rutherford had a
powerful connection to the beginning of my Celestine Prophecy Railway
Journey in Advent 2011. Unwittingly Paul began that journey for me
in a phone call by suggesting we meet at Manurewa Spiritualist church,
which led me back to Rick Greer, a medium I had seen perform only once
before, on the day of the 3rd Airbus crash, when
Air France 447 fell out of the
sky. He was the medium that day at the Church of the Golden
Light in Auckland. I had
invited a TV producer
to come with me. He never bothered to reply to my email-
typical arrogant media type. He would have got some interesting
evidence. He was supposedly looking impartially into
spiritualism. But it is scientists like Ernest Rutherford and like
me who are interested in evidence and scientific truth. TV
producers have no interests in such matters. For one thing
you need anm attention span longer than two minutes.
chance that that day in Manurewa marked the third Anniversary of the day
the first Airbus falling out of the sky, Air New Zealand.
And it was Advent Sunday. And during that Advent I saw the proof
of the Second Coming, written in powerful meaningful coincidences around
the Glenbrook Vintage Railway and events half a world away on Britain's
sadly now-privatised railways. It is all so intricately connected
in a vast web of destiny.
So in my phone conversation
with Michael Cocks, I suddenly found myself
using a radiochemical analogy. It just came into my mind. "Jenny`s death acted
like a kind of radioactive tracer amongst all the other deaths"
I said. "Do you know what a radioactive tracer is?" I asked
Michael Cocks? "I think so" he replied "Well" I carried on
"Jenny's death was used by the Source to show me the truth about mediums
and how mediums operate."
I knew what was true about Jenny and I knew
what was not. So I could tell which mediums were able to really
link to Jenny's spirit and which did not. I was able to understand some of the comments that three
different mediums made to me, things which no one else in this world could possibly know.
But it also served to show me how very little any medium understands
about the information that comes into their minds, even the best
of them. Nor do any of them question sufficiently closely
whence cometh the information they so happily sell onto others.
See Carolyn the Medium Who
For Michael Cocks, just
as for all the psychologists, the whole thing is a theoretical academic
exercise, interpreting dreams, proving mediums are frauds, etc. Unlike
me he has no personal connection with death, nor any personal ability as
a Spiritualist medium. Many mediums may
very well be frauds , but not all of them are. Most of them are simply
deluded, conned by the voices which come to them. It is back to
Macbeth and Banquo. The truth about what happens on death
has for me a deeper personal importance. I have not draw my
conclusions because of what I would like to believe but on the balance
of the evidence, the things that Carolyn told me that there was no
possible way of her
Then she was just the first of a small number of mediums who gave me
further evidence of the survival of Jenny spirit beyond death. So
I could quite safely conclude that
I have shown scientifically, at least on the balance of probability,
that Jenny`s spirit has indeed survived death. But I knew that
anyway because she often speaks to me. Her voice into my mind most
days. She has spoken to me so regularly over the years since her death,
since a few days after she left this world. It is all a much
more complex set of observations than Frederick Myers' well-known
cross-correspondences from beyond the veil of death.
The Boddingtons beer cans had been brought to
me by someone I used to work with at Waikato By Products.
One Sunday afternoon, in September 2007 I think, there was a knock
at our front door. Jenny was away visiting her daughter.
When I answered the door I was quite surprised to see Wayne standing
there. I had heard nothing from anyone at Waikato By Products
since my job had been
just before Easter in March 2004. Wayne
said he had brought me some cans of Boddingtons beer. He found
them in the supermarket and he had remembered my talking about my father
working at Boddingtons brewery in Manchester. He just got the idea
to come and see me he said. I understood immediately how the idea
came to be put into his head because he had come on the day which the NZ
shops promote as Fathers' Day. He had noticed the cans in the
supermarket in Penrose, where he lives. He had bought them some while
before, but had been busy at work and had not got round to coming to see
me until that very day. Having no family of his own, he had not
even realised it was Fathers' Day. So Wayne brought me the
link to my father on Fathers' Day and Wayne is a fitter just as was my
father once long ago.
9th October, 2012 (I
have been editing many pages for the new rainbow themed sites. I
came to this from the Is God Real home page as I looked to
Which God is real? I come to the bottom of this page and saw the
very significant date that I created it. It just happens to
be the date the re-routed Boeing 797 arrives at its final destination,
McMurdo base in Antarctica. It was the diverted flight AB626 in
the World War III disaster novel
Down to a Sunless Sea. That book was
first emphasised to me on 12/12/12. Some thought the End of the
World might come on 12/21/12...from some Mayan Calendar calculations and
interpretations. The film 2012 (2009) was based around that
date, but it was almost a comedy of errors.
Down to a Sunless Sea
was emphasised increasingly strongly in The Codes of Fate through 2013
and 2014. And today, 11/2/15 I am amazed to find I wrote a
page relating to radioactivity on such a significant date. But at
that time, 9th October had no particular significance for me.
Michael Cocks lives in Christchurch and that is where the US mission to
Antarctica is based. Their aircraft all fly from Christchurch
airport . So did the NZ Foreign Minister, Murray McCully in his
'near-death experience' on 7th October, 2013. See
Nuclear war cometh . The future is
already known...set in stone. But
God only knows ...the details, as
Paul Simon said in another interesting web of
destiny - February to July, 2014)